“Why wasn’t I enough for you? I get that you’re Niall Horan, I get that girls throw themselves at you I don’t get how you could do this?” you question and Niall shrugs. “You cheated, you possibly got another girl pregnant… that’s cheating” you tell him, spinning in his arms to smack him. “I don’t even know if the baby’s mine… she could be lying” Niall tries to reason and your heart sinks. “Fine, I’ll leave” you say, heading for the door but he reaches for you. “You can’t kick me out of my own house” he tells you and your jaw tenses. Out” you repeat slowly, clenching your fists and he chuckles. “We can talk about this” he begs but you shake your head, flinching away from him when he tries to reach for you. Niall: “Get out” you say calmly, pointing to the door of the apartment you share with Niall but he doesn’t budge. You don’t cry because you know, you were never a first or second choice to Liam. You spare him one last glance, look around the apartment you could have called home before you leave. “You’re not a man Liam, men don’t do this to woman… you’re just a little boy Liam, a little boy who can’t make up his mind” you sigh through your tears, words soft and not angry. “You deserve so much more than me, more than a man that can’t make up his mind” Liam admits with watery eyes but you can’t feel sorry for him and you don’t. “I’m no ones second choice Liam and I’ve let myself be yours for a long time… I’m done, I’m done being your second choice” you tell him quietly, tears slipping down your cheeks and he nods. “I’m not stupid Liam, she texted you asking if you were coming over” you sigh sadly, watching as he avoids eye contact and your heart breaks further. “You can’t have her some nights and then come home to me, that’s what I think is going on” you say and he’s silent. “I don’t know what you think is going on, but that’s not what happened” he argues, locking his hands around your wrists to stop your flinging fists. Liam: “You can’t have both Liam, that’s not how this works” you shout, chucking his phone at his head that he barely ducks. You collapse on the other side of you locked door, legs curled up under your chin and you sob for your lost love. You turn before he has the chance to look up, entering your building and staggering up the stairs towards your apartment. “It’s not that you aren’t a choice, work just comes first right now” he had told you. “If I’m not a choice, at all, then this isn’t going to work,” replays in your mind, your own words haunting you. He’s still parked outside, head against the steering wheel and you desperately want to go to him. Once you reach the door to your building, you aren’t strong enough to stop yourself from turning. You force yourself not to turn around, not to look at Harry but with each step away from it feels like your heart is only breaking further. “It’s what you got” you respond, wiping your tears from your cheeks and slid from the car. “This… wasn’t what I wanted” Harry choked out, words caught on his own tears as he stared ahead at the building he had parked in front of. Breaking up while on a date probably wasn’t the best of choices but that couldn’t be changed now. Tears are falling down your cheeks silently, mascara and eyeliner already ruined and eyes red. Your knee is bouncing and while Harry would normally cover it with his hand, he keeps his fingers around the steering wheel in a mock chokehold. You keep your temple pressed against the window, staring out at the black night as blurred images pass by. (Who knows? You decide!)Įven so, ZAYN seems to have found peace with the situation on his long-awaited second studio album, Icarus Falls, due out December 14.Harry: It’s completely silent in the cab of Harry’s Land Rover. What a hypocrite!" Though, it's just as likely the tweet was taken out of context, as the "Back to You" crooner could have been referring to X Factor contestant Armstrong Martins thanking every judge on the show besides him on Instagram. What's more, though, is some fans thought Tomlinson shaded the "Rainberry" star over his new song, per a recent tweet he posted hours after it dropped which read, "Proper confused. … Small things that I would never have expected." There's things that happen and things that were said after I left. I ain't spoke to any of them for a long time, to be honest with you. Last month, when asked by British Vogue whether he's kept in touch with the boys, he replied, "Nah. After all, Z said it himself that he made no friends when he disbanded from 1D in March 2015. Albeit speculative, the Directioners' theory isn't so uncanny.
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